Too bad you can't divorce the people in your life

Now, I know that sounds like a harsh beginning. But it sums up where I am at. I would love to walk away at this point and rebuild a different life. A life that is filled with people who are wanting to live a life that is sold out and serving the Most High. Bringing people to Him with their lives, their giftings, their passions, their loves. I want to be living for something worth Jesus giving His life for. I know that is my calling. What I was meant to do. This is my deepest desire. That my life would be a light to those looking for freedom and light. All I ask is for someone to want to be in my life. A friend. Tried and true. Family that would want to be invested in my life. My parents are here for me. It's awesome. They love me. My husband is amazing. But, its all I got. And I am happy. But I know I was made for more than that. I just want to find the missing pieces to my heart and my life. I must pray. I must lay down all of that.