Trying to do....

So, I am trying to do alot. That is pretty crazy. I am always busy and so I am taking some time to look inside so that I can get some things straightened out. I want to get my stuff in a row. I want to get better at my house. Keeping it straightened up and laundry in a good timely manner. I want to get better at taking care of myself so that I can feel better about myself. I want to run with my kids and I not be too tired and have energy after working and keep up with cooking dinner. And other things. Wow, I look at this and it makes me sound all about myself. Well, I am not really all about myself. I am all about being the person who wants to do better for other things for other people, that they would come before me. I want to put my kids before my own self and make sure that they are the best little people they can be. I want to put my husband before myself so that I can be beside him with whatever dreams that he has. So there there you go, I am just trying to do... but I guess I need to learn how to rest too...

Returning.... Turning

Wow it has been since October that I have written anything. I have had thoughts since then, I know that I have!! I just have not too much down time to write on here. It has been a long time since I have been able to set time aside for myself and I need to take the time to do so. Well, in a few months I will be hitting a big age and I want to take time to live life. I am done with being too busy to even think about my children or myself. There I said it, and when I push publish, then I have to mean it, right?? I am on a journey to find my keffe. Which mean passion, joy, and/or spirit. I got it from one of my favorite movies. I am headed on way to figure out who I am and where I want to go. I know who I am, I am a child of the living God, I am a daughter to two special people, I am a daughter-in-law to two crazy people, (HAHAHA!!) I am a sister to many, adopted and real blood, I am mother to three beautiful children who have amazing personalities! They are very smart and know what they are thinking. I just have to learn to rest in being those things to those people. Now, the part of where I want to go... I have no idea. We will see where this heads as it will help me get a feeling about where I am headed...