Waves of Drama

There are times in my life, when everywhere I turn there is some sort of drama. Usually it is not in my little tiny family, but often in the second ring of family or in the larger ring of family. I like standing on the beach and hearing the water come and go, it reminds me of God and fills me with peace as He washes in and over me. I don't like feeling like I am standing on a beach and there is just wave after wave of disapointment over a family members choice, or another family members reaction to said matters. I am ready to just walk away from those moments and rest somewhere away from it all. I hate that engines of relationship can be used to hurt people and not let people just be people. I hate opinions that people have and they share no matter if they hurt people or not. I know I have opinions, but I hope that I don't hurt people with them. If I do, I need to start to harness those ideas and feelings and the "right" to share and be right. Anyways, just some thoughts.