Returning.... Turning

Wow it has been since October that I have written anything. I have had thoughts since then, I know that I have!! I just have not too much down time to write on here. It has been a long time since I have been able to set time aside for myself and I need to take the time to do so. Well, in a few months I will be hitting a big age and I want to take time to live life. I am done with being too busy to even think about my children or myself. There I said it, and when I push publish, then I have to mean it, right?? I am on a journey to find my keffe. Which mean passion, joy, and/or spirit. I got it from one of my favorite movies. I am headed on way to figure out who I am and where I want to go. I know who I am, I am a child of the living God, I am a daughter to two special people, I am a daughter-in-law to two crazy people, (HAHAHA!!) I am a sister to many, adopted and real blood, I am mother to three beautiful children who have amazing personalities! They are very smart and know what they are thinking. I just have to learn to rest in being those things to those people. Now, the part of where I want to go... I have no idea. We will see where this heads as it will help me get a feeling about where I am headed...