Hibernation

So, I am in the middle of a crazy winter. We have had snow, snow, snow and more snow. And we have had WIND like I don't remember having in winter. Now the cold has settled. There is not a cloud in the sky, but it is COLD. Seeing the sunshine is nice, the cold is not nice. I am entering a place of hibernation. I don't want to go anywhere that I don't HAVE to and I am not moving too much. That is probably not a good thing on one hand, and yet on the other, I am just fine where I am. I am trying to watch what I eat. But, I get stressed and then I watch the food go right into my body. Grrrr.... I need more self control and a way to decide that it just isn't worth it. I am sitting here thinking that this year is going to be crazy. I have a feeling I am going to look back on this year as a year where lots of stuff has gone on. I am not too sure how I feel about this. I am not a fan of change, nor am I a fan of seeing how things "might" turn out. I just want a normal life. One where I know what I am good at and that is what I get to do. Right now I am not sure at all what I am supposed to do. I have no direction or vision except to take each day and see what comes from out of that. Side note, don't eat any more cake, it hurts your tummy <;-D